laudine warbus - i am...

I am….

I am sorry I can’t be perfect
I am sorry I can’t be good enough
I am sorry I cant please you like you want me to
I am sorry I’m not tough enough for you

I am sorry I made you worry a lot
I am sorry I made you sick and tired all the time
I am sorry I used all your time on me
I am sorry that I am like this but I can’t change who I am so…
I am sorry I can’t be the way you want me to be

I am sorry I hurted you most of the time
I am sorry I wasn’t a good friend or girlfriend
I am sorry I let you down most of the time
I am sorry this is the end

I am sorry I wanted to cut myself one more time
I am sorry I always started crying because my heart always got broken
I am sorry you had to see the blood that was tripping form my arm
I am sorry I always thought of dying because I thought my life was messed up

I am sorry I hanged out with the wrong people,
Who drank and did drugs
I am sorry that I even did that mess
I am sorry I won’t let them go
I mean my friends
I love them to death
But I am sorry I can not do that
I am sorry I cant finish the rest

I am sorry I have to give up on my life
I am sorry I never did try to quit cutting
I am sorry this is the only way to do it
I am sorry this is my goodbye for now
I am sorry please don’t cry forever
Because forever is a long time

By: Laudine Warbus

laudine warbus

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