Lacie Hebert - Gods Plan

I sit around here an wonder,
Is this the life, god has planned for me.
I think of all the past memories,
The worst are all I see.

I don't know why I feel this way,
But I cannot question his plan.
I never intentionally sinned,
But miserable & broken is all I am.

So what do I do from here,
Do I start to switch the course.
Or do I stay an hate myself more.
Living each day, drowning in remorse.

My life has turned for the worse,
I No longer have hope or faith.
& the little bit of love & strength I had,
Is slowly fading away each day.

I wish I could turn back time,
I'd Do things so differently.
But that would only be cheating,
What god has planned for me.

Lacie Hebert

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