Lacey Nightmare - Escaping life.

You want me to live my life,
Cheer up and put down my knife,

But what if i couldnt go on,
When im alone and your forever gone,

Do you want me to stay this way for good,
Pretending to be happy like i should,

It could be possible to smile one day,
But i cant when bottling up so much pain,

The promise i cant break will hold me back,
No matter how much i begin to slack,

I'll smile for you and be happy i guess,
Live on through this mess,

But im telling you now and you better not forget,
That sometime later on it will burst out of my chest,

I wont be able to keep the promise that i made,
Escaping life before going on another day

Lacey Nightmare

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