KUMUD RANJAN - Fallen angel

Every time I am hurt but you can’t see
Cloud of fake smile covers my grief
When tears don’t roll from my eyes
Hopeless my heart burns in agony

Every time I feel my life a waste
When people I love overlook me
You see my eyes bleeding of loneliness
But you smile and exclaim “nice scene”

Every time in my eyes reflects terror
When I see you frowned and sick
And you don’t allow me to come near
To heal you; then my soul curse me ever

Every instant I am smothered slowly
When you say I don’t believe you anymore
I crawl, scream and pray of my innocence
But you hang me and say “I am a crook”

Every time I feel myself a demon
When I see you crying cause of me
My ways become full of thorns
I reap what I haven’t sowed

Those days I stood aghast embarrassed
When mine modesty was called weakness
Every time I am trampled by them
Whom gladly I gave way to go ahead

Once you have said me an angel
How can I then be so mean?
When you say me I’m selfish
You never know what it meant to me

Eyes turn into lake of dry tears
When I reveal you’re my best pal
But soon I come to my sense
I know, to you I’m not the one

Why not the fire burns me today
When I am no worth of having friends
Is it for this you have blessed me god
To live alone in this bloody world

The sky has fallen today so did I
No more I’d live in this stranger world
I’m vanishing in dark as a dying star
A fallen angel is going to take his life.

KUMUD RANJAN

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