krishna kumar - I Survived

See the one I have become,
I cut myself in order to forget how it hurts inside..
I was actually falling into an ocean of fire
At the time I was falling in love with you
I just fell for you for only one time but
Since then I have become a prisoner of my own life
I was so hurt when I didn't get you
I almost forget my own existence in this world
And when I remember I live, I am confused why I do.
Amidst all, I am living.
I am just living with only hope that
Someday I would look back and smile that I survived…

krishna kumar

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