Kooky Kailey - Emo Suicide

suicide is calling to me
beconing me in
showing me what could happen
if i let it win
no pain
no gain
just death.
maybe thats what needs to happen
to show the people around me what happens
when they drive this girl insane
they are playing me like a game
i want it all to end
i want this broken heart to mend
but it wont as long as you keep saying those words.....
it feels like your stabbing me again and again with the same old sword
i am no longer loved
for he just shoved me aside
looking for someone new
maybe he'll get a good screw.
i miss him alot
and we arent even done
hes killing me inside
all i have to do is finish it
and finish it i will.
i hope he sees me before i die
so he can see the life leave my eyes
and feel my heart beat stop
for one last time.
i want to see him cry
over this dead little girl
not innocent or strong
just broken and weak.
wat he did to me will never change
unless he fixes wat he did
it wont be easy
and it could all kill me in the end
he better open his eyes
look deep inside
cuz the girl he once knew
is now replaced with someone new
the end is comming near
but this isnt goodbye
so long and fair well
till we meet again

Kooky Kailey

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