Kieran J1996 - I Try, Try and Try Again......

Try to forget you,
but never succeed,
Your awing presence,
My soul seems to need,

As much as I hate you,
I can't think any other way,
Wanting you to leave,
But wanting you to stay,

Which way do I go?
How to decide?
Face you head on?
Or flee; run; hide?

I need to figure out,
How I should deal,
How I should cope,
With how I painfully feel,

Kieran J1996

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