Kelcie Harm - No Longer a we

Words are honestly deadly

Death is my toy
Testing the boundries of life and death has became a game to me

I blame you socitey
Your hatred tords me
You constant picking and bothering

My tears cause joy; for you not me

I belive you are the devil
I feel your evil reaching me

My reflection is sickening

You violate me daily

Cutting became a drug to me
After time, no longer satisfying

My drive to fit in is never ending
I have so called friends, but their backstabing
I found true friendship in self medicating

It took my mind places,
where i could exscape reality
Calmed my soul, I could finally breath easy

I told myself i could leave this relationship any time i pleased
Oh, how i started to hate this
Abused me
Disgusted me

This monster is me
The rilization is tormenting

I fought and pleaded with the demon th let me free

I beg of you to leave and let me be
I don't love you anymore, now i can truly see
I want to be the me i was ment to be
You stole the inicents from, can't you see

I abanded, forgotten and stranded she

I live through you, and you live through me

Please let me be
Their is no longer a we

Kelcie Harm

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