Kay Tee - You've Given Up

I asked God for a miracle 
I prayed every day
I said if You love me
You'll do this today.
I didn't expect it,
But He heard, it went through. 
What I had wished for was done just for you!
The longing was over
The pain was no more.
I can love you outside now,
Not behind a closed door.
So when I approached you
To tell the good news.
You threw out my heart
And you left it all bruised.
I was no longer your problem,  
You left me unsolved.
Yet I swore to you that if you wanted to love,
That my arms were open,
My bruised heart unrepaired,
Would wait just for you, though you left me in despair. 
Why I keep going, why I want to fight?
Because I promised that one day I would make things go right.
I told you that I never fully gave up.
There was always a chance that we'd get our good luck.
But  no matter how much I gave my all to you.
You never loved me close to how much I love you.
Your focus was her
I was a mere distraction.
You belittle and curse me
You want a reaction.
All of them warned me! They said stay away. 
I told them they won't understand your odd ways..
But I was okay with it
I stuck all the way through.
I gave up my everything and all just for you.
So this goes to show
That no matter how strong
Love can always fail, and it can always be wrong. 

Kay Tee

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