katy allen - Hurting

I know im hurting the people that care
But it's impossible for them to always be there.

I dont like talking about how i feel
Because it makes my problems real.

I hate lying to them, saying im ok
It's what i do, to get through the day.

I'm telling you, im fading fast
And i dont want this pain to actually last.

My body and mind started so strong,
And now everything that happens feels so wrong.

I have a plan to leave this world- leave everything behind
But i search for something, hoping to find.....

A light at the end of a tunnel!

katy allen

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