Kathryn Rejdych - The decision

I could stay and fight,
or i could let go and move on.
I believe what I feel is right,
and I don't want that to be gone.
I never know what to expect;
One week you want me,
the next you don't.
Yet I keep coming back to you,
is this just some sort of joke.
You said that you liked me,
but my feelings had gone away.
I told you I didnt want to get to close,
in fear of getting hurt once again.
So we spent some time together,
you were so nice, and so kind.
I guess you were just trying to win me over,
and it worked because I was blind.
I had forgot about all the pain and hurt from before,
and as each day passed I really wanted more.
Then those feelings arose and I started liking you once again;
Only to find later that you want only to be friends...
Have you ever tried to be friends with a lover,
it simply doesn't work.
Especially when you lured her back,
and all you did was hurt.
It's funny how when you want something, you get you're way.
Yet if it me in you're situation I'd know what you would say.
So now there is decision, that is weighing me down...
Should I stay, or should I go?
That answer is unknown.
When I'm with you I feel safe, and that's what comforts me.
When I'm around you and feeling down, you make me happy;
You've also cause me alot of pain,
So really I don't know.
If I choose to go, I will never come back again,
I would never know what would happen in the end with him.
If I choose to stay, and fight
at least I know I tried;
then maybe I could sleep at night without you on my mind.

Kathryn Rejdych

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