Kassie B - He

He damaged me is so many ways.
Not exactly the abusefull moments,
though that would have been better.

He let me down so many times.
How can I trust him,
if all the other times were denied without thoughts,
about someone other than yourself?

All that can keep me up
is knowing maybe,
maybe he will find it in him to apologize,
or see and know what i've been going through all this time.

But no,
he remains 'perfect' as though he's done nothing to me.
Nothing at all-like he is some kind of angel,
that does everything right and correct.
He keeps comparing me
to others or himself.
I'm not him!
I'm not them!
So unless he leaves,
his apology will never be accepted.

Kassie B

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