Kaitlynn Willette - Sometimes...

Sometimes when i sleep,
I cant stop thinking about you.
Your always on my mind.
But I always wake up crying.

Every time I think about you,
My head gets hot and I start to cry.
It makes me not want to sleep,
Or even think about you.

I'm so torn and broken.
This time it wasn't my fault.
I never want to fall in love,
Because I know it will happen again.

I don't know how i feel right now.
Its so weird being this confused.
Its not normal.
Its not healthy

Every time I talk to you I cry,
Every time I see your face,
I just wanna shoot myself,
And see if I'm better off dead.

Sometimes i wonder why Im alive.
I wonder why people want me around.
I don't want to be here.
I wish I wasn't me.

Kaitlynn Willette

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