KaitlinRae Makuch - My Enemy

I can't do this anymore,
Everything is nothing but gore.
I don't even know what to say,
I just don't want it to be this way.

My life is just one big lie,
And I honestly feel like I should die.
I really just want to run away,
And I would give up this bad habit any day.

This is not who I want to be,
It's just my mouth, my friends, and my mind all don't agree.
These words out of my mouth, like word throw-up,
I don't know what to do, I just give up.

These could possibly be,
The last words you'll hear from me.
If they're not the last,
Know, these words, they are of my past.

These words that I write now,
They are not whys and hows.
They're of who I want not to be,
They are my enemy.

That enemy is no other than myself,
And I am dangerous to my own god damned health.
So here I go,
Listen, let the wind blow.
Think of me when the winds sway,
And just know, that I never wished to be this way.

KaitlinRae Makuch

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