Kaede Rirunaru - Broken Life

I always lie,
Lie about my home, Lie about my insanity,
I always being alone for all this year,
Don't know why, no one can't bring me home,

Father so far, Mother don't cry,
Sister so bad, and no one in my side,
Oh, there is always smoke,
Embitter mine, swhated wound,

Boyfriend throw me to hell,
Only awakened the madness,
Bloody tears come out,
Only burned that crazy memories,

Lot of friends, like innocent,
But always stab me from back,
Oh, forsake me just for their worth,
And again, I fall behind,

God, are you there?
Still can't hear you even I pray,
And never satisfied only just take a bow,
Hope can out this crowded,

I've tasted that all the scar,
Cause it's all my lie, weight world that I can prop,
Even just word, I know there's always the truth,
They all still here, God gave gift, Friend to held,
Boyfriend can healed, and Family went reunion...

Kaede Rirunaru

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