joshua reid - Gone

It still hurts that you're gone
even after the years
I'm sitting perched on the throne,
I hold back all the tears
Wipe the pain from my eyes,
just grabbing the beers
I look at this bitter home
what the hell happened in here?
So I pick up this pen and paper
I have to have a career
Music is my only true love
it never shatters and tears
All that we worked for
it only gets better
Even when I doubt myself,
I sound composed in this letter
But sadly I can't say the same
for the women I love
or women I hate
for what they did to the dove
That used to represent
the love that I felt
for everyone that I see
but now you've fucked someone else
I said I would always love you
and it's still in my heart
Even though I wanna slug you
and I'm feeling so dark
I remember when I first met you
it was chill from the start
I said 'girl, you're so special
I would kill if we part'
You probably thought I meant you
but you were bad for my health
Loving you was like taking a gun
turning it up, and blasting myself
Because you're...Gone

joshua reid

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/gone-152/