jonathan Juarez - forward

triumph and bliss missed this list
the lost cause nothings gift it collapses
this will will still preexist, it will write itself useless
perhaps somehow there's no way to kill
ills make with these spilled but I don't stop for hopeless
I still look in the mirror I still hope us alright
and maybe dear reader I'd make way what's bright
if that's ok love to stay, maybe, someday
unfulfilled and weak insanitys what I've seeked
or it sought me I feel sure, I'm not me
I've no better reason than to survive and be alive
still happy and breathing I don't wish or fuss
because life isn't for us if it's not enough
it's fitting to make something I've nothing but time
anything will do I don't mind a lime
decieve me believe me alieve me retrieve me
I wouldn't ask for more than I've bargained for
wherever whenever decides to vaguely arrive
with patience I wait for my fate and create
here's what I'll offer sad drab and bad gab
I think I know what I don't want when I want what I say
if that's to much to ask for then thanks anyway
I don't want to play the part I should come from the heart but where would I begin if you won't let me in
I let my thoughts guide me but it's really dark
have I meant what I've said of this unmade bed
I'm just a dead head pretender I dream without scheme

jonathan Juarez

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