JJ Evendon - Behind closed eyes

There are days that I want to disappear behind closed eyes
and purge all those negativities with 'out breaths' of sighs.
Broken, my heart lies in shards - a result of loves dynamic force
leaving deep cuts to heal without expectation or remorse.
It's sometimes hard finding where to be,
but closed eyes makes it easier to focus away pain and any misery.
What brings a soul to lighten the dark
that then awakens the beginnings that sets forth a new start?
I cannot answer, for the question, for me, is not there,
for if it was, my life will have an answer instead of being nowhere.
Solitude may be a place to preserve one's salvation
for there are no signs that lead and none point to its direction.
It's only when eyes are opened wide will I see where I am
look around and take everything that's there in hand.
Though the love I once had has wounded my heart and mind
it may, some day, be cured by meeting a most loving one of her kind.

JJ Evendon

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