jessie davies - slap myself

i sit here by myself
with this burning feeling inside of me
it's telling me im all alone
theres nobody else just me
ive chased them all away
now the real pain comes into play
tears build up in my pathetic eyes
screams and cries!
why god, cant i just die?

my feeling are to strong
depresion is kicking in
i lost my soul mate
my one true love
i destroyed myself and dragged every one down
now it just me and i cant even look myself in the eyes

pain is all to clear
broken on the inside
why God did it have to come to this
my tears wont stop
constant flow
i miss her more than anything
peice of me is gone

my soul is lost
heart is shaddered
cant believe i allowed it to come to this

bang my head, slap my face
i deserve everything and worse
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jessie davies

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/slap-myself/