Jessica LaDuron - A New Life

my mind is tattered,
and i am about to give up,
these strands that are holding me up,
have been strecthed to the limit,
i am going to fall,
fal into the black oblivion,
that most souls have never been able to get out of.
what am i going to do,
i pray to god,
something i haven't done in years,
i pray that it is quick and painless
hoping he hears my last request,
my last request that i don't deserve,
i cry,
harder then i ever have in years,
i dont deserve this life
i have been given so many breaks,
and i have broken so many hearts.
all because i am not strong enough.
i want to be strong,
i want to stand up for everything that i have done,
all the pain i have caused,
i want a second chance,
i want to live my life,
they way it should of benn led,
a long time ago.

Jessica LaDuron

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