Jessica Holter - Will It

She looks deep into me.
As if she wants to know me.
But all I know
is the men I have known...and so
all I can see is her lust for
the life that throbs
in the center of me.

Oh, the dissolution!
My breasts are ores
Wading
My hips brace
to escape
The Institution.
But why?
What waits for a lady
On the other side?
In another place?
A sunny day to shine
A rainy day to wash?
And the hope to awaken
Cleansed of the last dream?
The last life?

It matters not.
The hunt is on.
Predator knows not her victim
even in my sleep I chase
Honesty seeps through the lies in her eyes
revealing himself.
We have not come face-to-face before...now.

I like the woman's game.
No, I love IT.
I WANT IT.
I WILL IT.
I am convinced,
I will master and retire it.

I learn as I seek.

I stand behind lust and spy on game
to find her weaknesses.

I devour them.

Like the rabid beast
I keep coming
in the woman's game.

I release as I come.

But I would never gain her respect

Without respect,
we had nothing


by Jessica Holter
Author, Cancer of Love

Jessica Holter

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