jess achilles - stuped child

as i wake from a scary dream as i lye on the floor screaming im pain
why didnt i get the help i needed wen you said i should but i didnt take you advice thoug some friens said i should.i can't take back wat I've dont and you cant uderstand why
im just a stupid kid crying over a stuped guy.

all thoes thoughts running throug my head i didnt want to do it as my wrist turnd red.
the blood that followd my arm right down i wanted to cry but i put on a frown.
as i dont want know one to find me as i hide somewere safe my father was drug a dictive an he was always out of this place
im one disturbed girl he use to yell at me and then one day he passed away and it was just a blad and me. My mother was the one who found me. whil she watched my die my last word i said to her was i did it over a guy.

jess achilles

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