Jenna Martin - Another Chance

As I sit in the darkness
with the tears dripping on my skin
I thik of how happy we could have been

I don't blme you
for the pain searing my heart
you're the reason but it's not your fault

I blame myself
for the reason you left me
and because of my mistake I'll never be happy

I know exactly what I did wrong
I don't need to ask
but I just wish I could undo the past

I loved you and still do
when we were together I was the happiest I had ever been
but because of my mistake I'll never be happy again

I'm sorry I wasn't the kind of girl you wanted
I was just afraid to fall in love
but now if I had another chance I think I'd be perfect enough

I'd do anything for you
your wish is my command
there isn't a trial I can't stand

I sit and I daydream of what I wish could be
I see me and you kissing in the rain
but then I open my eyes and all there is is pain

It's plain and simple
you don't love me anymore
you don't love me like you did before

These are the thoughts that pass through my mind
as wipe the tear from my cheek
I think of how my heart aches and how when I see you my knees go weak

As your name leaves a trail of sadness in it's wake
I remember those beautiful momets we shared
when you loved me when I thought no one cared

Then as the my eyes dry from shedding all the tears I had
I still can't erase your name from my heart
You have torn all I am apart

As I watch the tears run down my arm
I think of what to do to let you know
that I don't blame you but you're the reason for the tears flow

I just wish you could see
the pain I feel
at knowing our love to youwas never real

I just want you to know
that I still love you with all I am
and I wish with all my heart that I had another chance

Jenna Martin

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