Jay Bunny - Emotions

The waves of emotions full up in my mouth
I only ate this much so I can puke it out
Or I’ll binge drink cuz I cant feel it, It.
It swallow it down, up; to the toilet I spit

Cursed by this glossy, fancy, pretty shell
Nobody knows that I’m living and dying in hell.
Mess off I’m perfectly fine on my own
I’ll be lost forever till I FIND MY HOME

But I still come out with my head above water
Loving sister, Friend, professional and daughter
Drawing my own path… often crossed by distraction
I’ve got to learn how to fight the unhealthy attraction

Boom pow Boom pow, the heart beats a little stronger.
Before you leave lets play our emotions a little longer
I’ll wean u off, I’m addicted too
My future needs my solo attention without you

Who knows, I don’t rely or trust anyone but my family
You could be in my future, don’t hold your breath though just breathe.
And enjoy this time together we share
Before I need to run away and disappear.

Up swallow, up swallow
I’m gonna be sick
No worries though I’m playing the game on my mind.
Shhh it’s a trick
My insides are soar
The shame burns my entire soul
I’m in so many pieces but every broken part makes me whole.

Jay Bunny

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