Javier Falcon - Mistaken

As the rain falls over me, I stand here,
yet you are not currently by my side,
even so I do no longer frustrate myself,
on what might of happen in the past, just think.

I thought that you might the one,
the one to lock away my heart in her safe,
to ever keep me and hold me in her arms,
the one who would die by my side elderly

Everything changed once I saw you,
but something has made me think twice.
As there is something to you which taunts me,
that which lays right under your surface.

I felt your skin and it was hard and cold,
yet shiny and bright with beautiful reflections,
what I confused for diamonds, was truly glass,
as I learned from your fib I broke you, seeing the truth.

The one who said she loved me, telling me she would forever,
to be by my side during the sickness and health,
my beloved, the one I was suppose to depend on,
came out to be a filthy liar, someone I was blinded by.

The one who was suppose to be there to comfort me,
who had to be there to make me laugh through bad times,
and be there to support my decisions no matter the cost,
yet you are not the one, nor will be.

Yet even though I no longer love you I stand here and listen,
you came with your lies, as you pour them from your mouth,
as my stomach turns around, making me sick of this,
even so I continue to take it all in.

The rain at this time continues to fall,
but this time I am not the one standing alone,
it is you who will be waiting without me,
as you did nothing, but lie and don't deserve me.

Javier Falcon

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