Javier Falcon - Loneliness

No one around, yet myself,
my thoughts spread all through out,
as there is nothing keeping them in.
My desolate soul just floats helplessly.

In this space which in its shadow,
punctures, trapping my soul in this obscurity.
Leaving me here to wait for eternity,
with no hope of ever escaping my faith.

I sit in this room as the darkness closes in,
corrupting my mind and keeping all away.
Yet my heart craves to feel the sweet flesh,
of the person who I most admire and love.

My heart skips its normal warm beat,
throwing my whole world into an irregular phase.
Striking my body in everyway imaginable,
fatiguing me as I go through life.

Yet my body feels heavy and dim,
my spirit crushed without reviving light,
everything which once motivated me sipping away.
Abandoning me as I am left as an empty corpse.

A human's mind can only stand little,
being alone is the most absolute torture,
as even the strongest lose sanity in this condition,
going back to reasoning which is hostile.

Tempted to do stuff which are restricted,
things which should not be done,
all alone without anyone to stop me.
My deranged thoughts going wild.

This sinister world soon limits me,
as the light all around keeps me locked up,
my body so use to the dim and obscure,
seems to be scared and afraid of the old feeling.

As someone, my love, at the doors reaches out,
but the glare of the light dilates my eyes,
keeping me wary of what I'll find out there,
in a world which I can't see or adapt,
yet just give up, falling into her arms.

Javier Falcon

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