jason savanh - Lonelyness

I regret so many things in the past

….... I regret not telling my best friend how I feel

…........I regret not telling my first love why I couldn’t be with her

…..........I regret not telling the girl of my life to stay and not leave me here in the past…

................This feeling so unbearable I cant move forward nor can I go back

.................All I can do is stay here between the past an present and never move on, all I can do is endure this feelings I hold deep inside of me

....................Some days I cant bear to think about the past and the mistakes ive done

......................I remember how foolish I was to let my feeling get the better of me all those mistakes made me the man I am today ….. A hollow shell with emptiness inside

..........................How I yearn for the happiness I see around me

............................This feeling that I can never rid of follows me to the depths of my grave

................................And yet I do nothing to change this fate that has been bestowed upon me….

jason savanh

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