Jason Robinson - Crystallized

Once again it's time to get high
Into that friendly sky I will fly
I see you hurt and I see you cry
When I'm up here I don't care why

Once again it's time for that line of shit
High upon my pedestal I will sit
I see your pain and I learn to forget
Force me to care and you know what you'll get

Addicted to this enormous speed
I cannot control my growing greed
The death on your face I can read
but you have become my smallest need

Way up here there is no room to care
Life on the ground is just so unfair
Coming down is something I cannot bear
Your life down here I do not wish to share

Inhale one more time and begin your fall
I've watched you die but I'm having a ball
Now I've become crystal's puppet doll
and maybe I was wrong after all

You need help and I guess I do too
Then again I have more control than you
and I see nothing for me to do
Above these clouds I have the clearest view

Addicted to this enormous speed
I cannot control my growing greed
The death on your face I can read
but you have become my smallest need

Once again it's time to get high
In that friendly sky we will die
I see no future but I'll still try
When I'm up here I never care why

Jason Robinson

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