Jamie Wright - How I Really Feel

Everyday I think of my death 
I sense it maybe near,
I'm trying my very best
Not to live my life in fear.

I can't tell my friends
I think I might be dying,
What would they say
If they knew what I was hiding.

Now my family
I can't do it to them
Tell them all
I can see my death.

What would they say
They can't help me,
First of all I'm depressed and I'm defiantly not healthy.

Now for my girlfriend
The one who I love,
How could I tell her
I love her far to much.

What would she say
If I said I think I'm dyeing,
She can't keep me safe
From the demon who lives inside me.


I can't talk to anyone I know,
So I'm dealing with it,
All on my own.

Jamie Wright

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