James Atil - Nights Without Me

From the moment that I step out from our door
I always feel the sudden sadness that whatever happen to them
I would not be there to help them
I just can't imagine the thousand possibilities that they are open to
I don't wanna to work but its necessary like money
I just pray that the Almighty God of Abraham may protect them from harm and summon His angels to guard them, thanks be to God
I ask myself what if I can't come back?
what will happen?
its just so sad to think of it...you know?
From there I can remember our goal in life as a family
our dreams and plans for the coming years
its hard, i know but one thing for sure
i will not go away from them
I love my family more than myself.
i will, always and forever...

James Atil

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