Jake Samuelson - Im not myself

Im not myself, no not at all
I ask for help, they shut me away
I was once a man.. now i fall
They beat be till i obey
Stuck in my room
Staring at the blank walls before me
I want to scream and shout
but the tortured words just wont come out
Im dying inside, slowly bleeding
Theres no way out, Its so defeating

Jake Samuelson

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