jacobb st.andrew - feelings inside

the feeling deep inside me is not happiness.
It is the feeling of all the pain, I had ever felt.

The feeling is anger.
It is mad at everyone that come into my life, just to hurt me.

So now I sit here holding that feeling deep inside of me, hoping you will never have to see it.
The only thing that it is not mad at is you.

My feelings inside are all messed up, expect 2.
One of the feelings is madness, and I love the feel of it in my body.

The other one is my love for you, and it will always be there for you.
It will never find another person, and it never whats to leave you.

I love you to much to tell you how I feel inside because I am scared that you will what to run away from me, and leave me alone in this dark earth.
Plz don't leave me anymore.

jacobb st.andrew

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