Izik Alcox - alone and torn

Stuck in a corner, or so it feels
Struck into dark, my light conceals
Snuck on past, past the repeals
Tuck my mind, depressing ideals

Searching for the will, alone, torn,
I depart inward, alone, torn

My greater jihad, ignorance would be bliss
Nigh is temptation, cast into a sinful abyss
Why is the question, one to reminisce
Cry out for help, somethings terribly amiss

Yearning for the will, alone, torn,
I emaciate away, alone, torn

Dazed by the truth, longing to repent
Fazed by my failure, inwardly I lament
Phased must be this battle, a battle of torment
Amazed if I succeed, I can't circumvent

Corroding without the will, alone, torn
I asphyxiate my soul, alone, torn

Izik Alcox

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