iron panda 23 - (untitled song)

...for an optimist
im pretty pessimistic
im not the same
as i once was two years ago
these days im livin
theyre not like i dreamt it
and i cant figure out
where i go...

I mourn the days
when i use to be happy
and now a days
i wear a mask for my smile
and how i feel
just shouldnt mix with what im thinkin
just as angels shouldnt fall
from those heavenly clouds...

I have...
no voice
no freedom - gone
so everlasting
cold is burnin
getting harder to tame
sweet isolation's got me lost
and i cant find me...

~IP23
7 march,2012 wednesday

(this is incomplete)

iron panda 23

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/untitled-song-2/