Ibrar Siddiqi - Timewarp

Ever watched a flim that summed up your life.
'Groundhog Day'
Is the film the best describes my life.
I wake up in the morning.
Hear voices that ruin my day.
I can't make any headway.
Whilst the sun shines, others make hay.
Someone's had a baby.
It really breaks my heart.
Im so old and have noone.
ho life I could mould and shape right fromthe start.
Im getting angry why God had put a hold.
In ten years i've become so old.
Ill health that i planned for my fifttie.
Cutting me down in my prime.
I dont want leave this Earth, not before my time.
Unlikr Bill Murray i have my Andy McDowell.
Dark harioed wife from afar.
Woma so beatuiful to be movie star.
Yet I see my eternal bride.
Wearing lines upon her face.
And white hairs in curly hair glory.
I'm afraid this this my life sotry.
Maybe God is mocking me.
Making a joke of someone so simple.
Who just wants to make a life.
Of hapiness with a loving wife.
Please God, I beg of you.
Please don't make me blue.
I just work hard to make my wfie happy.
Yet you make each day feel crappy.
Use my beads and uncomplicated heart.
Yet all I do do is pray for a new start.
Hand in hand with my wife, M.
I just want end this timwarp.
I just want to get out this rut.
Life is all i'fs and but.
I have no firne to be happy.
Or friends to spend my time.
Rather the felling I've committed a crime.
For which I have been blamed.

I Siddiqi
21.07.08

Ibrar Siddiqi

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