i hate this (i love this)

hello audience.

This is a big video about my journey on YouTube up to this point. It's a little bit of a doozie, so pull up a chair and get comfy. But honestly out of all the videos I've put out so far, this one is my favorite (and the most important). It's how I really feel and I think it has something valuable to say to pretty much everyone (maybe not idk, but I think so).

UPDATE 1/11/2019: I'm actually still on the fence about whether or not to keep going at this point.