i am not skinny!!!

even though weight loss is apparent, it's still not something i see. i still see the 'old' me. this is something which seems to be common for many who have had a significant change in weight. and even though i feel like it is rewarding to see the results of all the work i've been doing, it still makes me feel strange to see it. people think this is strange (and also think i am lying), but it is true.