Howard Johnson - A hole filled in me

She is strong and I am not
She filled a hole in me that was hard to spot
I am greatful for that she gave to me
At risk it may be

A payment I want to render
unto you
Finding you personaly to give the due

Should I choose a street
Or something with a beat
A path
With growth all over

Are there perils to be found?
Should it be that from drunkenness
There will stumbling all around

Is there a grass covered hill
that on top you can see
Or it may be a small incline up to me
Might you lay amoungst the spring time flowers,
Dreaming it may be.

What choice will you do?
That I may come to be by you

Disconnected cynicals ways of living
Am I not
Do I have strength to pervail over myself
A choice should be made
Or should I not
Like on hot day
trying grab a heat wave.

Do you fit bettween the beat of my heart
Has the stress from being there
Torn you apart

Is love for purchase
Could it be
Or is it just risk free

Howard Johnson

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