heart broken - dead

my body is in so much pain its about to give up
every emotion is dead have no love no pain no sarrrow
head is spining life is flying by
i see the heaven and see the hell
the angles are pushing me away the demons are pulling me down
my heart stops beating my breathing comes to a stop
the deamons are riping at my flesh and screaming as the do
I am dead and i am going to hell why will the heavens not take me
i was good never bad but that day i died i killed myslef
when my mother told me it was a sinne to kill your self i guess she was telling the truth.
but if there really was a heaven i would still be alive god is here to save us thats what they always say..
when i died i knew that god did not exist beacuse i am dead never to retuer or look back agian.. good bye creul wurld and crul people
the doing has been done and cant be undone
i am with my demos the demos that hacve fallowed me all my life
its better off this way
and god i hate you thanks for noting you never cared

heart broken

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