HaZeM PaKKaR - mental problem (hazy)

i lost my key to heaven
i used to smile each time
i look at the sky
now i've this cold shiver

i don't face any mental problem
but still i laugh while walking
without any reason
really it's true

i stopped once at a cafe
to get a dose of caffeine
coffee was too hot
& i got my tongue scorched

i looked at the curved mug
found 3 words
fast, fresh
& friendly

and i said to myself
what i missed that day
feeling that i need to go out
& so i did

it seems i write in blue
not very sad
but just writing with blue pen
actually scratching not writing

few lines remind me of my childhood
although i can remember nothing but
playing football, fighting with boys
& kissing girls

am i supposed to finish this poem? !
dare you not to call it just hazy lines
you needn't to do
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