hayley smith - INSIDE I'M DYING

From the start you lied to me,
You told me you lived with her and just had a baby together
But ended up to be your wife,
I found out from her
I wanted you in my life, I didn’t care that you were married.
Because you told me that you didn't love her and haven't for ages
You told me that you loved me,
And wanted to make me happy
You made me think that every think was going to be perfected
And that you were going to makes things better
You told me that you were going to get a place of own.......
And then we could be together,
You made me so many promises
But all your promises are empty
Nothing changed; you didn't get that place you promised me
You moved with her
That day my heart broke into pieces
But I still stayed by your side because I LOVE YOU
And believed that things will change
But change hasn't happened you still are living there with her,
You still say you love me
And that you are lucky to have me in your life
How come I don't feel lucky to have you in my life?
In fact I don't have you in my life
Your wife has you
I’m sick of crying
I’m tried of trying
Yeah I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying

hayley smith

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