hasmukh amathalal - Severe jolt

You gave me jolt without any clue
Was all of sudden as if bolt from blue?
It was shot in bull but hook miscued
No escape route to go for and rescued

Well it was not wise but your decision
You might have thought over with precision
Simple misgivings cannot take us further
Relation can exist not any longer

What happens if one distrusts another?
Who will help for feelings to smoother?
Dooms day in offing and can’t be far away
Uncertainty will prevail and have its sway

You gave preference to your feelings
Under heavy pressure I was reeling
Exerting pressure for final sealing
Emotions I was hardly concealing

I extended hand with noble gesture
You saw in it no stable future
Was it enough or steps mature?
You thought the relations below stature

Nothing will go straight and right say
Relation will strain and not pave the way
Time may come when will have to part
Many questions even if try to be smart

You are not sure of what is right
Why scuffle and unnecessary fight?
Can’t see a reason even in day light
Weakest among even with enough might

I shall bear the blow and brunt
Fingers as such I have burnt
Why to blame you for silly cause?
I may wait for time and small pause

I know you will go and sleep
I may resent and almost weep
Still as man I will maintain and keep
Bury the differences in shallow sea deep

hasmukh amathalal

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