hasmukh amathalal - Not worldly

In world of hate
I shall try to state
About weakness
With clear face

I am not basically
And really
A different person
With unknown reasons

Le people say anything
But yes, I miss something
A great element
Of feeling and attachment

Why do I not feel pain?
Why does that make me aloof to remain?
Why do I have jealousy?
That was not at all the intention of almighty

I shall realize
And systematize
Control over greed and discontentment
To make it positive internal movement

Love has to rule
Not physical but sentimental
Not worldly
But humanly

hasmukh amathalal

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