Hannah Cooper - Truths

I'm unable to express my thoughts
I can't even seem to let you in
Everything just seems so fragile
and i'm crumbling down from within

I'm going to try to explain
so be patient with me here
i'll try my best, i promise
just please don't disappear

I'm never going to be enough
strong, smart or even thin
I will starve until i'm happy
I'll even tear at my skin

I always feel like i'm alone
as if no one gives a shit
fighting through on my own
is it cuz i'm not worth it?

The thought of my own future
makes me feel like crying
because i'm scared of it all
and sometimes i feel like dying

I hope you understand having let you see
these thoughts will always be apart of me
I'm Trying to stand having lost the will
but its much too hard, i'd rather fall.

Hannah Cooper

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