Hadyn Rodriguez - This Is Me

I lost the only guy in the world that knows me best.
You wait a couple months you gonna see you'll never find nobody better then me.
I have to move on with my life I will be lucky if anyone misses me and put bloody red roses on my grave. I pray nobody forgets me but most of all forgives me for what I have done. My memories haunt me always that I absorb it to my dead black soul. But don't you ever forget that my feelings for you are forever.i'm so addicted to you that your my own personal bag of heroin. I will never ever be able to forgive this broken heart of mine. Kiss me one more time before we part I will dry away your tears. I'm deeply sorry
but it's time to let you go. Domination is what I want but can't
have and yet it's hard to resist. My heart is jet black and so messed up that it's falling apart every second. No matter how far I never can't look back or think twice. I won't give in or give up please don't lose faith in me. I have to take my past turn it upside down and let it go and carry on with my life. I look at my heart and try my hardest to tear it open I sew myself shut. When I look at
my scars they remind me that my past was real and not a dream. I burn and cut myself just to feel not even a kiss is real just pain. The pain never leaves me that I just want to push anything into my eyes. I have screamed until my veins have collapsed nothing that I think is real ain't what it seems. The only thing I have is insane I have felt the hate
rise up in me. I wait so I can bleed these shakes never end. I have sinned I swear I will snap.

Hadyn Rodriguez

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