Guarded Heart - I Weep Alone

I'm more alone now than ever
Clear nights sky, perfect weather
The eyes i belived to be dry
Because of you they flow like rivers
You've accused me as the source of my misery
And then you left me on my knees
I hold myself and weep
The very land ignores me
I can't get the trees to respond to me
The earth beneath me is still
It's not used to it mistress in distress

I water it now with my tears
Dearest earth, do not fear, i am still here
Realization comes so sudden
I weep because i know what i've done
I know what i have lost, what i have become
The tears are shaking, violent, yet silent
They are relentless, no one comforts me
I kneel here, alone i'm weeping

Guarded Heart

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