Guarded Heart - Do you feel powerful?

Kiss my lips
Make me scream

Love me gently
Tear me to pieces

Care for me openly
Stab me blindly

Hold me closely
Forget me occasionally

Make me happy
Beat me weary

Accept my forgivness
Pray for my weakness

Know your salvation is never ending
Abuse the fact that i am dependent

I'm no longer running, turn around to face me,
Look at my reflection in a mirror, i'm weary

Do you like that i beg you not to hurt me
Does it make you feel in power

To bad you missed the face that i had
Not so cute under circumstances
As i dropped the phone willing myself to not believe
That you would purposely hurt me, i know you love me
And yet i couldn't stop crying

A reckless mind and heart not working together
Someone should start thinking

Spontaneously living in the heat of desire
Lucky me i only desire you, never look another way

It's sad that i need you so much
That the absence of you makes me sick

So does it make you feel good to know that i'm suffering
And that i am forgiving and bending, raised to be submitting

>take no offense, you know its all ok. i wrote it before we talked about it, but i can never give up a good write