Guarded Heart - Again

'Wake up, are you ok? '
Why wouldn't i be?
'You were screaming. His name again'
Oh

Every night i see his face and every other mistake i've made
All i want is to pick up the pieces
And gain back some sort of semblance
Now i'm not so sure that can happen

Take yourself away, someone says come back
Try to come back, someone slaps you in the face
And you have to wonder if its worth the risk
The risk of getting hurt, again

Guarded Heart

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