Grayson Givens - my past

My past is so crazy.
I been a coil for the longst
Trusting no one.
I abused my gifted.
played with girls heart
I should be alived i sin so much.
Cry so many tears for the fallen.
My grandma
My cousin
my family
God give me one more cjhance
I lost and forgotten who i am
Lost in all this fame
I am a young man
Not a man hoe
SO leave me
I am not messing up
I am doing me
Please forgive me for hurting u.
Stop praising me
i am so sad here
Without my family by me
I wish i wasnt so dumb and hard headed
But at times i dont even listen to my mom: (
I am not all this fame
I am me

Grayson Givens

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