Gloria Gutierrez - Accepting Death

I've accepted death now
I know it's coming and soon
I don't care to live anymore
Nobody will even miss me,
'...'
Parents you say?
No they don't care they said so themselves,
'I wish you were dead '
So why live,
'...'
Friends you say?
Well what friends
I always leave
From town to town
Nobody will remember me after a while
Nobody will even care,
'...'
Edo you ask?
Well he's a different story
I love him
But can't have him
Ill die before we will even be able to be together without my begotten parents around
So death you ask?
I welcome it
I adore it
I want it
So take me death
In your sweet
Sweet
Carriage of
Darkness
Take me and don't let go
~ Envy

Gloria Gutierrez

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